Now, returning to his empty apartment and more empty life, Tina sighed at the thought of what might be a life for her and Dirk, whether his love for her overwhelmed him more bitterness. Away from Dirk time dragged on endlessly. But slow within days led Tina to one specific solution. She could not say with certainty when it is a solution, but somewhere at the end of the third week after their parting she suddenly realized that her heart is no longer angry at Dirk. Now she just loves it. When she woke up in their honeymoon last morning one and already feeling lonely, it has angered a brief note left by Dirk on the pillow. Note consisted of only four words sound like a team, "Christmas party. Stay here".